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Even though I’ve lived here about a year I don’t think I will ever get used to it. I was always raised in the same house, the same school, the same everything until then and I just cant get used to anything. I guess its just the whole change and the fact that I went to New York over vacation and it made me miss it even more. Its weird that I can feel so depressed over a city, and here I was thinking I was adaptable. I always seem to have things like that wrong. With all the shit that happened over the summer I learned I’m not very adaptable. Not only did we move out to this place, but then my dad moved out. Its so much to handle sometimes I think that i’m just better off in a straight jacket and pills that make everything look like an acid trip. I guess I just have a jaded outlook on things anymore, the jaded part : everything is sucking.
I’m not one to drink a lot, and I’m definitely not one to drink on a school night. Actually I can’t really even grasp the concept of why someone would want to infect their bodies with illegal drugs and stuff. It just seems everyone is doing it anymore, and Its weird. Maybe it was always there and I am just noticing. My sister is boning seeing out pot head neighbor and its so stupid and kind of disgusting that he is just... stupid, and annoying and I don’t see why she is attracted to him since he is anti everything she even believes in. Its stupid I’ll tell you, stupid. Now that I just made myself sound like I was bitter and in love with my sister I would leave it at that. But I will state that I an not bitter or in love with my sister, I’m just protective over her and I don’t want her turning into a drug addict.
For some reason last night Celeste called me a lesbro, I don’t know if that is a term of endearment or a shot at the fact that I seem to hang out with lesbians, which there is nothing wrong with that. It kind of made me realize that I need more guy friends in my life, people to shoot hoops with, people that don’t have boobs... well okay a vagina., I don’t wanna sound like a shallow person that won’t hang out with a guy with boobs. Wow this is getting entirely stupid. I’m twitchy. shoot me.
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[08 Dec 2009|10:58pm] |
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He's a stranger to some and a vision to none. He can never get enough, get enough of the one. For a fortune, he'd quit but it's hard to admit. How it ends and begins on his face is a map of the world… ( Public Entry ) |
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[24 Jul 2009|05:00pm] |
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This summer by far has been practically the most life changing, and yet interesting summer I have ever encountered. I haven’t really planted my ass on the couch and watch endless tv shows I don’t even like. Instead, I moved to a completely different borough, took a trip to Philadelphia for a day to see Molly, and actually did things. Yet I still plan more things to do, one of them making another trip out to Philly to see a baseball game that my brother’s girlfriend suggested that I invite Molly and make it a double date. I also want to invite Molly back out here for a Yankees game, because clearly, they are the best baseball team ever. Okay, well to me they are and that is all that matters, and why not go to a baseball game full of awesomeness. I also want to go to the beach this summer sometime, but my father is planning a trip to Virginia Beach for a weekend or so. But my mother wants to go somewhere else with us which I think she is just doing because he planned something for us to do with him, and only him.
Anyways, with the move and everything I think the only thing that benefits the whole thing is that I have an awesome room. It’s seriously big enough to be an actual apartment. It’s easier and I don’t have to share anymore because only my sisters and I went to live with my mother and my brothers went to stay with my dad. It’s crazy that it is this big and I figured this would happen and only cause my father to get a bigger and more expensive home to try to wow all of us. Its retarded and I wish they could act like adults for at least an hour around us but I learned to ignore the whole fact and accept that they would definitely be better off without one another. Anyways, back to the room. I don’t know what to do with it, and its twice the size of my old bedroom so all my stuff is in a corner. I want to paint it anyways, do something cool with it. Maybe just make it look like there is blood spatter on the walls or something. Okay I’m only kidding. My mother had plans for it, but I told her no. I want to actually do something with it. I will eventually when I sit down for twenty minutes to figure out what I actually want to do.
I hate having extreme plans for the day though and I am literally getting yelled at right now because my sister wants to go shopping any they are all waiting for me. Its okay though, they can wait a little bit longer before I get all this stuff out. Now that school is out and I can think more I think I am going to go get Molly an actual birthday present. I don’t know what I am going to get her yet but I’m sure she will like whatever. I even know that when she reads this she’s going to be all “oh Franky you don’t need to get me anything.” Too bad it’s happening anyways! Okay, I better get off here; they are threatening to unplug me. I’ll have a better update later tonight.
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[16 May 2009|03:11am] |
(3:08:17 AM) molly squared: We were wathing the same thing ... at the same time ... that's kind of cool!
(3:09:18 AM) franklyrizzo: Its like we're bonding virtually or something.
(3:09:37 AM) molly squared: Bonding of the 21st Centry.
(3:09:58 AM) franklyrizzo: I love technology.
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